but im not and im thinking of really stupid stuff again and even though i said i wouldnt think about it, but then i had to think of confirmation and what adjaskfjf said

okay anyhow so yeh i really want to get to sleep now and bury everything under my bed so that ill never have to think of it again but alamak i think even if i were to dig everything out of my heart, all of it will still find its way back in tomorrow morning
and then ill wake up even more upset than the night before, and then i wouldnt be able to have fun at my confirmation and ten years down the road, ill be kicking myself for not enjoying this once in a life time thing, and all because of asjdkafjasjdkaf
wah i will feel so stupid!
but on a lighter note, the cereal is making me feel better la! you know you should always have cereal ( waffle crisps, fruity pebbles etc) at home because you never know when they might come in handy

on sad/rainy/cloudy(?)/happy days, cereal is the only thing you should eat to make you happy or happier

speaking of which, my next entry ( if time permits) will be on cereals worth eating! very exciting i must say! please remember to check back to view this important entry. it will only serve to make your days and tastebuds more fulfiling and satisfied

okay thank you for bearing with me, i feel like emptying my heart under my bed now so goodnight everyone!

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